Okay, I changed my mind. I don't want this up. I'm sorry for wasting your time with this.
(And if you happened to already have looked at what was here or read it (for real!?) that's all right. I read it again several hours later and it sounded harsher during the read than it was during the write, so I didn't want to be misunderstood.)
Basically: I talked with the president of the union this afternoon. It went fine. I don't feel like he hates me. I do still feel like I'm not the best person for this job. I think I'm going to continue learning a lot. It might be a long next four months and one week.