23.2.11

GPOY

Look.
Well, I got super freaking pissed about something today.  I do react to things.  I react.  React.If I hadn't grown up in the environment I did, what would I think about having my own opinions?  What would my opinion be on that?The only way I am okay with being wrong is if I am screaming obscenities at the world the whole while.  In my head, of course.  And knowing that I'm wrong in a lot of things—I don't necessarily know what, I just know I am bound to be—makes me try to ignore everything.  And in that, I'm sure I'm wrong.
The flag of Peru waves proudly behind me.  I rejoice, with sparkling eyes and benevolent grin.  
And this is the point where people tell me the answers.  And where I *feel* they are probably correct.  And then where I wonder if I *feel* that way only because I grew up in the environment I did.I got really super freaking pissed today.  It wears off slowly.  And it gets my blood roiling.  My head blood.  The blood that makes me think.  But I don't want to think.  I just want to run.





I wear a tie every day.